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09:58pm 23/07/2004
mood: cranky
Why must my whole family like rap? ... Bleh.

Umm... ._.; I'm finally going out with someone again. After liek a year. :/ It's the same person too... >.>;

Maybe we can make it work this time... I sure hope so...

I've been drawing alot more lately, but I still suck as much as I did before. Bleh, I'll never improve in anything I do.
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It really does suck...   
09:31pm 18/06/2004
mood: crushed
...To be in love with someone who could never love you back.
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03:46pm 08/06/2004
  Sorry I haven't posted in forever. See, I pierced my septum and my mom flipped out and grounded me. x-X;

I'm talking to Laura-chan now and we will plot revenge on old ladies and send rabid hamsters after 'em! >D

James, sorry I didn't call yiw back..I got grounded for the phone too... +hugs+ <333

Well, that's it. ^-^ Mom's still pretty PO'ed so she'll probably ground me for the smallest things now... So if I'm not on, or I don't call you, It's cause she grounded me. Again. xD


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Sometimes I eat food   
10:54pm 25/04/2004
  O.o; I'm at school. People here are...icky... XD  
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04:44pm 23/04/2004
mood: pissed off
Feh. >_>; I had an awful day.

Okay, first I try to make pancakes. I fail. >_>;

Second, I try to make cereal. I spill the milk all over myself. ><; It looked odd.

I can't even make breakfast without screwing up somehow. o.O; I suck.

Gah. And my mother won't shut up. No one...is... allowed over. x_X; Today shall be another suck-ass weekend.
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10:14pm 18/04/2004
mood: sad
o.o; It's been awhile since I've updated so...nyah! ^_^

Um...Not much has happened. Today kinda ... sucked.

But...other then that...I've been doing...okay...

Umm... x_X;; I ate grapes today... Those were...good.

Okay. I'm done. :/
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Stolen from Laura_Eff X3   
01:56pm 13/04/2004
mood: calm
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

Rawr. Fear me. XB
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Quizzes cure boredom~! :O   
03:03pm 12/04/2004
mood: uncomfortable
I am bored.

I took quizzes.

Here they are :D

You Are Ichigo!

What Tokyo Mew Mew Character Are You? (Final)
brought to you by Quizilla

Erm...Not what I expected... o.O;; But...Okay. XD

Intricate Earwork
You Are. . . Intricate Earwork.
You're bad ass, and you like to let people know it.
You're sane, but just barely. I'm impressed
with you, as is everyone else you haven't
scared off. Luckily, you most likely have a
goal in life and you don't intend on fucking
that up.

Which piercing are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

w00t... :/ Lookit them sideburns XD

You are ZIM! You live to serve your leaders, the Tallests, and have your cold heart set on ruling the earth.
You are ZIM! You live to serve your leaders, the
Tallests, and have your cold heart set on
ruling the earth.

.:: Which Invader ZIM Character are You? ::.
brought to you by Quizilla

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Oosh! A survey! o.0;;   
12:00pm 12/04/2004
mood: tired
[first and middle name]: shawn (i have no middle name)
[nicknames]: nny, apple, kyo
[born]: o.o; i forget!
[born in]: ummmm a hospital?
[resides in]: earth....sadly... T.T
[good student?]: ahahaha... not really
[college you want to attend]: don't know yet
[eyes]: brown
[hair]: lime green and dark purple
[shoe size]: 8
[Male or female?]: male
[Do you like your name?]: not really...
[What would you name a baby girl?]: Devi
[A baby boy?]: Squee
[How old are you? Do you act your age?]: 14, and probably not.

Last time you..
[had a nightmare]: umm 2 days ago?
[dyed your hair]: yesterday
[brushed your hair]: today
[washed your hair]: this morning
[checked your e-mail]: today
[cried]: a few days ago
[called someone]: last night
[laughed]: last night
[Talked to an ex]: yesterday

Do You...
[Smoke?]: no
[Do drugs?]: no
[Have sex?]: x__x; none of your buisness~
[Sleep with stuffed animals?]: yes ^__^;;
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?]: not anymore
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: yes x_X;;
[Play an instrument?]: bass~! ^_^
[Believe there is life on other planets?]: yes
[Remember your first love?]: yes >.>;
[Still love him/her?]: yes...
[Read the newspaper?]: never
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?]: yes
[Consider love a mistake?]: ohhh yes
[Like the taste of alcohol?]: no thanks
[Believe in God?]: not really
[Pray?]: no
[Go to church?]: no
[Have any secrets?]: yes... >.>;;
[Have any pets]: a turtle ^_^
[Wear hats?]: yes
[Have any piercings?]: yes, the bridge of my nose, ears, my eyebrow, and my labret
[Have any tattoos?]: not yet
[Hate yourself?]: sometimes...

[Have an obsession?]: yes ^__^;;
[Have a secret crush?]: ohhhh yes
[Collect anything?]: lots of stuff
[Have a best friend?]: yes
[Like your handwriting?]: it's okay..
[Have any bad habits?]: yes ^_^;;
[Care about your looks?]: not really
[Care about boy/girlfriend's looks?]: not really
[Care about friend’s and other people’s looks?]: no
[Believe in witches?]: yes
[Believe in Satan?]: no
[Believe in ghosts?]: sure, why not? o.O;

[Dress] big baggy red/black pants, red fishnet shirt, and asf shirt
[Mood] blah
[Make-up] eyeliner
[Music] msi
[Taste] sugar ^__^
[Hair] smells good o.O;
[Annoyance] my mom
[Smell] nothing
[Thing I Ought To Be Doing] nothing
[Book] blah
[Fingernail Color] black
[Refreshment] so-dah~!
[Worry] james is leaving soon T__T
[Crush] >__>;;
[Favorite Celebrity] Johnny Depp? XD

Last Person:
[You Touched] james o.o
[You Talked to] james
[You Hugged] james XD
[You Instant messaged] Sherry
[You Yelled At] my mom
[You Had A Crush On] >__>;
[Who Broke Your Heart] >__>
[Kissed] ...

[Food] watermelon? XD
[Color] green, black, purple, red, etc~! ^_^
[CD] asf, nin, and him
[Shoes]my boots~! ^_^
[Candy] anything sour :3
[Animal] hamster ^__^;
[TV Show] Invader Zim
[Movie] Pirates of the Caribbean
[Song] "I walk the line" by asf
[Vegetable] are icky!!!! >_>
[Fruit] apples ^__^ the green ones~!
[Cartoon] Invader Zim

Who do you want to:
[Kill] Rachel >__>;;
[Castrate] ...
[Slap] everyone who i don't like? XD
[Tickle] o_o;
[Talk To] Nny ^_^
[Kiss] ...
[Be Like] myself

[If you had to label yourself, what would it be? (goth,prep,mod)]: no thanks~! ^_^
[How much tv do you watch?]: not much
[Good student? or slacker?]: slacker
[have you ever seen a therapist? for what?]: yes for stupid stuff
[Religion?]: none
[Do you ever have outbursts where you just wanna scream and break things?]: ohh yes
[Would you say your rich poor or in the middle]: middle
[Have a job? where?]: no
[Have the cops ever caught you doing something illegal?]: no
[Have you ever lost someone close to you (death of pet, parent, ect)]: no
[Do you like to dance?]: not really
[Have you ever intentionally cut, burn, or hurt yourself?]: >_>;; ...
[Have any fetishes? what?] blah
you ever seen porn? where?]: Yes X_X;; It was...disturbing
[Virgin or whore?]: ... >__>;;
[Have a current b/f or g/f? for how long?]: Single T__T
[Sexual orientation? Undecided?]: bi
[Were you ever abused in anyway?]: emotionally >_>;;
[Are you and your family close?]: ick. no.
[Have you or anyone close to you ever had an addiction?]: Rawr.
[What age do you think you'll die?]: o.o; 1.
[How do you want to die?]: o.o; Who knows...
[Ever think you'll get married? more than once?]: No...
[Ever have kids? adopt?]: i can't have kids... XD
[What kind of job do you want to have?]: tattoo artist
[Do you crack your knuckles or bite your nails?]: both
[Ever been to a concert? who?]: yes, marilyn manson, korn, and others i can't remember X_X;;
[What type of music do you mostly listen to?]: goth, some punk, emo, industrial rock
[Would you say your a lost cause?]: sure...
[Have you ever been called a lost cause?]: yeah...
[Are you a pyro?]: indeedy doooooo~
[Do people yell at you when walking down the street?] oh yes
[Have you ever been in a real physical fight? did you win?]: yes, and i lost. ^__^;;
[Would you say you have many enemies?]: yes
[Hate your parents?]: yes
[Ever run away from home for a long period of time?]: for 2 weeks >_>;;

-- Umm, in other news:

James slept over~! He's here now o.o! We watched TV all night XD And took pictures... And um...yesssssh it was fun. :3
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09:10pm 11/04/2004
mood: content
O.o; Oh yay. *Checks calender* It's Easter. How wonderful.

I did get candy though. And that made me smile... Yis...it did. ^_^

I love sugar. *Drools* o.o I am hyper now. W00T~!

I dyed my hair again ^_^; It's neon green and dark purple... I like it alot.

Random people IM me. It scares me. Ack. X_x;;

Well...Um...That's it for now. I must rake leaves...? o.O;